Saturday, February 14, 2026

The Genocide's Psychological and Emotional Effects

 

 

     Palestine's modern history is full of tragedies. However, the Gaza genocide was no less tragic than the Nakba (the 1948 catastrophe) in its horrific nature. As a result of Israel's genocidal war on Gaza, not one house, building, or playground was left untouched, and no living being was spared; if they were not killed, they were maimed, disfigured, and exhausted in some way. Israel intends to subject even Gaza Strip residents who remain alive or injured to the dreaded fate of dying alive. This is achieved by torturing them and inflicting them with inhumane conditions, such as hunger, cold, homelessness, disease, pollution, and emotional collapse.


    The genocide has slowed the future's progress and dashed the hopes and ambitions of many young people. A number of Palestinian athletes have either been killed, injured, or even prohibited from traveling abroad to seek medical treatment or participate in sports competitions due to the fact that the only way for Palestinians to travel abroad is through the Rafah crossing.


    The following are two interviews with athletes conducted by Palestinian sports journalist Nelly Al-Masri, based in Gaza City. In light of harsh conditions and the lack of an internet connection and difficulty with communications, the writer had difficulty arranging meetings and conducting these interviews.

 

The Shrapnel that Blinded Samih Saud Fueled his Dreams


By Nelly Al-Masri

   

    During the genocide and the closure of the Rafah border crossing, Palestinian boxing champion Samih Saud (18) found a way to continue his boxing training after he became unable to represent Palestine internationally. His goal was to participate in the Kazakhstan International Boxing Championship that was going to take place in the near future.

 

Later, as a result of an Israeli strike in late 2025, he lost the sight of one of his eyes. In the aftermath of this injury, he was haunted by the fear that he might lose his other eye as well. A sport he loved and had practiced since he was twelve years old, boxing, was one of the things he dreamed to practice.

 

"I, along with my family of nine, have been displaced from the Al-Bureij refugee camp since the outbreak of the war began on October 7, 2023. As a result of continuous bombing, we were forced to flee from the Al-Bureij refugee camp to a school in Nuseirat camp, which was transformed into a shelter for displaced people. In that moment, the chapters of my most tragic tragedy were written. As a result of the Israeli forces bombing the school we had taken refuge in with several missiles, pieces of shrapnel were scattered everywhere, resulting in one hitting my eye. From that moment forward, I began to lose sight of my injured eye."

 

   As a result of a lack of medical equipment and supplies during the extermination war, Samih was not able to receive the necessary treatment. The doctor told me that after I was injured, I had been taken to Al-Aqsa Martyrs Hospital, where the doctors told me that shrapnel had lodged itself in my eye, and that medical intervention would be limited to stop the bleeding only, without removing the shrapnel. I was transferred to the European Gaza Hospital, where I had surgery to stop the bleeding, which resulted in a sharp decline in my vision of about 20%," said Samih.

 

   In addition, he confirmed that the injury had a direct effect on his physical fitness and athletic future. Prior to the war, he used to train for up to 25 rounds without getting tired or bored as he recalled his days before the war. However, today he is determined to complete two to five rounds. It is possible that he may lose his sight completely if he does more. It's because of the strain on his other eye.

 

  Saud had been referred to a medical center abroad for treatment. This offered him a glimmer of hope for recovery and return to his favorite sport. As a result, he was not able to realize his dreams because he was only able to leave the Gaza Strip through the Rafah crossing which became under Israel’s control in May 2024.

 

  Saud is still suffering from difficult psychological conditions as a result of his injury. Some of his daily tasks can no longer be performed or even his favorite sport can no longer be practiced. As he feels tired and is no longer able to complete boxing rounds as he once did, he thinks he will no longer be able to compete in boxing as he used to do.

 

  It was not only the loss of his eye that he mourned, but also the loss of his uncle and coach, Amer Saud, who was killed during the genocide. As his friend and coach, Amer was a supporter, cheerleader, and mentor to him, both in sports as well as in his overall life.

 

   It is estimated that more than 900 athletes from different sports have been martyred as a result of the genocide in the past two and a half years, according to the Palestinian Olympic Committee (POC) and the Palestinian Football Association (PFA). The genocide killed hundreds of sports leaders, administrators, and members of the Palestinian sports community. There were also thousands of male and female athletes who sustained injuries due to the genocide. There were 270 sports facilities targeted by the occupation, with 95% destroyed. As of now, an assessment of the stadium damage is still being conducted by the Palestine Olympic Committee.

 

   While Saud had suffered from a serious injury, he remained committed to continuing his training, regardless of the fact that he had limited physical abilities and there were no sports facilities available, such as clubs, gyms, and stadiums, to facilitate his training.

He began his training by hanging a bag of fine sand from the ceiling of his tent as a punching bag to use as a punching bag whilst he trained in his tent.

 

   In the Nuseirat refugee camp, he decided to walk to a bodybuilding gym that was not specifically for boxing, but serves the purposes of boxing as well. As of right now, he is training at a new club in Al-Zawaida, in the central Gaza Strip, which has just opened its doors.

 

In order to regain his sight, Saud hopes to travel for treatment abroad. In the near future, he plans to complete his university education, as well as continue boxing and represent Palestine in international competitions.

 

Before October 7, 2023, Saud began his journey toward stardom and professionalism by attaining numerous local accomplishments in the 54kg and 57kg weight categories before he started his journey toward stardom and professionalism. As a boxer, he was ranked among the most prominent boxers in the Gaza Strip by the Palestinian Boxing Federation. He participated in an Asian championship in Jordan, winning third place. Due to this achievement, he was eligible to compete in the International Kazakhstan Championship, but due to the genocide, he was unable to do so.

 

 

The Joy of Victory and the Bitterness of Exile and Genocide

 

By Nelly Al-Masri

 

"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." These were the words of Helen Keller, an American author and activist who urged people not to give up in the face of hardships. In particular, this can be described as the case of the Palestinian champion, an international ultramarathon runner Sami Asaad Al-Nattil. He is the first ultramarathon runner who has completed a distance of 110 kilometers in Palestinian history.

 

Al-Nattil's story begins shortly before the genocidal war on Gaza that began on October 7, 2023, just two weeks after he left the Gaza Strip. He ran the 84 km Rum International Ultramarathon. It was a great achievement for him to finish third, but the war quickly overshadowed the happiness he felt at this accomplishment.

 

   "I won third place in the Rum International Ultramarathon and I am pleased with this achievement, which is considered a significant achievement for Palestine. Then, after the marathon, I started preparing for the Amman International Marathon, and only a few days after that, the Gaza war began," Al-Nattil said.

 

In his words, "I could not have imagined how brutal the bombing and war were on Gaza. It was truly genocide, a period that was one of the hardest times in my life. I was constantly in contact with my family, my wife, and my children, but I feared for them. There was no way I was going to be able to return to Gaza. There was a constant sense of anxiety and worry that affected my mental health and made me feel unwell. It was impossible for me to return to Gaza during the year and a half I spent in Jordan."

Al-Nattil is thought to be the first ultramarathon runner in Palestine to complete a 110 km race. An ultramarathon is a marathon run that is longer than the traditional marathon (42.195 km), and the distances generally range between 50 km and much longer distances, such as 100 km and even 160 km and more. The terrain is diverse and challenging, and can include deserts and mountains, all of which require exceptional physical fitness and endurance. Runners consider this event to be one of the best tests of their abilities.

In spite of the genocide, his separation from his family, and the constant worry he had about them, he did not let any of that deter him from continuing his journey. There were a lot of challenges involved in this. As part of his training, he continued to practice for upcoming championships, and he was fortunate to have a coach from abroad who supervised and supported him without charging him a cent.

"Under these circumstances, I decided to continue training. This was the most appropriate decision to make, as I was representing my country, Palestine. During this time, I was supported by a Jordanian coach by the name of Issa Mut'eb Al-Adwan. He is considered to be a legend in the field of long-distance training as well as a champion-maker. Until now, I have received his support, encouragement, and guidance from him. My next step was to participate in several international championships in the Arab Republic of Egypt, where I won third place in the Masters category," said al-Nattil.

   During the toughest times of his athletic career, he began to achieve the most challenging and difficult achievements, and the harsh circumstances forced him to become another champion who is writing his own history for Palestinian sports as well as for his athletic career. In order to move forward, he had to overcome the scenes of death and destruction he saw in Gaza, as well as the anxieties he felt over his family.

"In January 2026, I received an invitation to participate in the Ultra Trail Gazelles Sahara in Tunisia. I continued training regardless of the difficult psychological condition that I was experiencing, and my biggest goal was to raise Palestine's name. This gave me a strong will and determination. Taking part in this event was a significant challenge, as it was the longest distance ever run in Palestinian athletic history. I got third place in the Masters category on this international race. The trail covered 110 km in 15 hours, 53 minutes, and 47 seconds. As well as Palestine, Tunisia, Algeria, Morocco, Libya, Denmark, Portugal, France, Britain, and many other countries that took part in the event."

   It is noteworthy that Sami Al-Nattil overcame the circumstances of the genocide and his separation from his family to achieve a great accomplishment in one of the most difficult athletic championships in the world. In doing so, he became the first Palestinian athlete to achieve this feat. According to Al-Nattil, he is hoping that the Palestinian Athletics Federation, headed by Dr. Mazen Al-Khatib, will be accepted into the International Ultra Running Association as a member under its umbrella. It is expected that Palestine will be represented at all of the championships. In his speech, he promises a number of victories in Palestinian sports in the future, but emphasizes the need for support and training camps to achieve this.

In addition, it is worth mentioning that he participated in his first ultra marathon in 2021 in Tunisia, in the Tozeur desert, covering a distance of 50 km, where he secured second place in the race.

The second time he participated, it was in 2022, when he covered 84 km in the Wadi Rum desert in Jordan. He finished second in that race as well.

In 2023, he took part in his third edition of the race in Jordan, where he finished third out of a field of thirty three runners in an 84 km relay race in the Wadi Rum desert.

 

 

 

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